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♥abby, 24 - 2014, a scorpion and crazy in love with strawberries. from K.L, Malaysia,an ordinary girl.♥

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

失去你,日子还是要过♥

越是要忘记越是更容易想起你..
试着找一大堆的事情做..试着出席每一个朋友的约会..
但每当一安静下来..脑海却又出现你的画面..
是戒指在作怪?..因为每一次看到它.我会想起那个晚上..
会想起..那几封的信息..

够了,好吗?
你能不能不赖来在我的心里..
能不能不要让我看见你..
梦里也不要..
现在我看到你..不是开心..
而是害怕..

一旦看到关于你的东西..
我的心总是酸溜溜的..

我试着放开你..
但是我知道我做不到..
我试着过着没有情人的日子..
来临情人节..
我会过得怎么样?
...
我只知道..再也收不到花..
疼我的那个..已经不在疼我了..

失去了..
也必须笑着面对..
就算是心痛..
就算是不舍..
也要选择离开..
当我可以不爱了..请不要再像上一次那样说你舍不得..

Friday, January 15, 2010

越是在乎的人越是猜不透..♥

原来我真的真的猜不透你..
像歌词里的那样 :
越是在乎的人越是猜不透..


想回去..
原来..分手以后的你,还是让我很无奈..
因为一直一直都想不通..
想不通分手的理由..
想不通为什么一个疼我的男人会就这样说不爱就不爱..
想不通..
会为我该变的你,会变成这样..
想不通..
很多很多..

....
可以让我失去和你的回忆吗?
我..很累了
..

Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry♥

Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry

All this time I was wasting,
我浪費了這麼多的時間
Hoping you would come around
只希望你會回頭
I've been giving out chances every time
每一次我都給予機會
And all you do is let me down
而你所做的一切都只是讓我感到失望
And it's taking me this long
我花了這麼長的時間
Baby but I figured you out
寶貝我終於看透你
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
以為我們會再復合
But not this time around
但是這一次不一樣

You don't have to call anymore
你不用再打電話來了
I won't pick up the phone
我不會接起電話
This is the last straw
這是最後一注
Don't wanna hurt anymore
我不想再受到傷害
And you can say that you're sorry
你可以跟我說對不起
But I don't believe you baby
但我已經不會再相信你了寶貝
Like I did - before
就像以前那樣相信你
You're not sorry
你一點都不抱歉,
No no ohhh
不,沒有!

Looking so innocent,
你看起來多麼的無辜
I might believe you if I didn't know
如果我不知道的話也許我會相信你
Could've loved you all my life
我可以愛你一輩子
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
如果你沒讓我在寒冷中等待的話
And you got your share of secrets
你一定要分享你的秘密
And I'm tired of being last to know
但我已經厭倦了當最後一個知道的人
And now you're asking me to listen
你現在要求我聽你解釋
Cause it's worked each time before
因為你之前這樣都會有用

But you don't have to call anymore
但是你不用再打電話來了
I won't pick up the phone
我不會接起電話
This is the last straw
這是最後一注
Don't wanna hurt anymore
我不想要再受到傷害
And you can tell me that you're sorry
你可以跟我說對不起
But I don't believe you baby
但我已經不會再相信你了
Like I did - before
就像以前那樣相信你

You're not sorry
你一點都不抱歉,
No no, ohhh
不,沒有!
You're not sorry no no ohhh
你一點都不抱歉,不,沒有!
You had me falling for you honey
親愛的我可以為你而傾倒
And it never would've gone away, no
但一切都已經過去了
You used to shine so bright
你曾經是那麼的耀眼
But I watched all of it fade
但在我眼裡一切都已經褪去

So you don't have to call anymore
所以你不要再打電話來了
I won't pick up the phone
我不會接起電話
This is the last straw
這是最後一注
There’s nothing left to beg for
已經沒有剩下任何能夠要求的
And you can tell me that you're sorry
你可以跟我說對不起
But I don't believe you baby
但我已經不會再相信你了寶貝
Like I did - before
就像以前那樣相信你
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
你一點都不抱歉,不,沒有!
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
你一點都不抱歉,不,沒有!



Thursday, January 14, 2010

Diary Valentine Days.♥

darling yang say today is dairy valentine day. 在日记中把对喜欢的人的表白和计划写出,在心中撒下爱的种子..
haha..darling yang..
If I write at here it's will come truth arr?
my love would back n grown mou arr?xD

If can be truth..thn I wan write a letter to his heart jor lor
.
lolz..xDD..
sor sor gam..

aww...I damn tired and sleepy today. I gonna to slp early lur.. good nite all.. And..Happy Diary Valentine Eve yar^^

To all valentiens :
stay sweet with ur dear.
stay happiness..
treasure all you having now.

To all single babes :
Dun upset with that.
All will be fine soon.
He/She departure Is because of GOD want you deserve a better man/woman.
Did you tryst that?
xDD



hi,dear sam.. 你还记得我吗? 还记得我们的一切吗? 贝还在等你.. 我很想你..很想好好的爱你.. 我想再抱紧你..就算一秒也好.. 真的.. 你还愿意让我见一见你吗? 你的心还在不在? 宝贝..我爱你..虽然没有一生一世的承诺.. 但我相信..现在的我..最爱你一个.. 你回来好吗?

guys..did you knw?
I believe with that..but then,I still struggling..
Cause..I'm still missing my beloved.
And still waitting for him.♥
aikz...

Good Night lar..

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

放弃..原来我做不到..♥


渐渐的..笑容不再勉强着了♥


今天是我们分开的第一个月..
你还记得吗?
你会记得吗?

这一天你在做些什么?
我很明显的知道自己又在想你了..
今天心不在焉的又割到手了..
如果你知道的话..
一定又会笑着说我笨了..
但我不觉得讨厌...
反而被你叫笨,我觉得很幸福..
因为我一心只想当你的笨宝贝..

今天的我..
吃饭时间,只吃了几口..
水也半杯..
听着[[卓文萱的一秒也好]]
歌词里的每一句都好像在述说着我们..
听着听着..
泪水再一次不听话的流下来了..

看着手上的戒指..
心又在疼了..
泪水不听话的掉..我拼命的在抹..
我不希望让人家看见我哭的样子..
但偏偏..红着的双眼很明显是哭过的..
...
加上..最近的气喘来得很频密..
小小就呼吸困难..

你不在我身边.
我真的就不能好好的生活了吗?
我知道我该学习没有你的日子..
但我依旧等待..你的回头..


明年今日♥
倒带♥
一秒也好♥
Because Of You♥
猜不透♥
柠檬草的味道♥

我知道♥
遗憾♥
一首首的情歌..
煽情的字句.
像刀子般刺进我心里..
加深你给我的伤痕..

放弃..原来我做不到..♥

Monday, January 11, 2010

the 31st days you leave.♥

the 31st days you leave.♥

I missing you.right now.

sorry 4 that..I miss you again.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

LOve myself more than my beloved.♥


Because Of You...

I love this song so much.♥

I keep repeat n repeat listen this song

: Before I slp.

: When I nothing to do.

: When I think wan to avoid something.

: When I thinking Of you.♥

lolz.after the day cry for you.

the eyes swollen lik si ham..

And..finally..I wear back da ring u giv me.

the reason Is tell myself.

: U already gone.

: no more OUR..

: It's a memories on my mind..nope the HOPE..

..I started realize that..♥

Everything just let it be.

Do not regret what the decision/choose u make it.then enough..

Everyone will lovelorn,sad or not,can let it go or not.

all just depend on how much you love the valentine.

And..How much you love yourself.

Alright..then now I can confirm that..

: I do LOVE MYSELF more than I love you.♥


♥Love is complicated.
And my love is insensitive..
don't love me.please.
I'm not deserve ur love♥

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

sot post I had.xDD♥

allow me to use pin ying in this post.xDD

26 tian..jiu lai yao yi ge yue le.
wo bu zhi dao wo de xin qing shi shen mo.
kai xin?shi luo?xin teng?wu nai?..
hao xiang yi jing ma mu le.
mei you ni de re zi yi tian yi tian zhe yang de guo qu..
yi tian yi tian de gao su zi ji
: yao bi ni hen xin.
: ji ran ni yi jing li kai le,wei shen mo yao dui ni nian nian bu wang?
: wo bu yao bian cheng mei you ni jiu bu neng huo de na ge beibei.
: wo bu neng zai sha sha de deng ni hui lai.
: wo ying gai ran ni zou..zou de yue yuan yue hao.zui hao yong yuan dou bu yao hui tou.
jiu lian wo die dei shang hen lei lei dou bu yong ni de yi dian guan xin,he tong qing..
: wo yao jian qiang..zai ni hai mei chu xian zhi qian,wo bu shi dou huo dei hen hao ma?
wei shen mo yao bei ni de chu xian er hui huai wo de sheng huo?
wo cheng ren yi kai shi wo hen ben..
wo ku zhe qiu ni hui lai..
mei ci he dei lan zui..
ge shou..yi zhi zai shang hai zi ji..
xian zai..wo xing lar..
ni bu yao zai lai liao luan wo le,hao ma?
shang yi ci,shi yi ge yue..
zhe yi ci..ye shi yi ge yue..
er qie..wo hen fang xin..
yin wei..zhe yi ci de yi ge yue yi hou,ni bu hui zai chu xian..
yin wei...
ni yi kai shi zai tao bi wo le.
zhe cai shi dui wo zui hao de jue ze.
xie xie ni tao bi wo.
xie xie ni bu yao hui wo xin xi wor..
ni jiu guai guai dai zai ni de shi jie..
bu yao zai chu lai hai wo le lar..
my beloved..I know I cant let you go.
but I'll try my best to let it be.
because..I reli love u badly.
I do..

Sunday, January 3, 2010

...

I like the way you treat me now.♥
And..I started to hate you.♥

我真的喜欢你现在这样对我...
喜欢
:我信息你,你不回..
:我找你,你逃避我..
:我想你,你告诉我你想..
:我问你问题,你不答我..

其实我开心告诉我你没有喜欢任何人..
但我却又在挣扎..
我又宁可你告诉我你很爱别人..
我宁可你伤害我..都别再给我任何或一丝的希望..

我不是犯贱!
是我在保护我自己..
我害怕再为你心痛..
我害怕再为你哭得喘不过气来..
我害怕再让你耍第三次..

我爱你..我给你自由..
我爱你..让你寻求你的幸福..

我知道在你心里我不再是你所拥有的幸福..
even I give you anything what I can give..

我很累..
真的很累了...
我也不想有人会在为我而担心..
担心着我会不会再被伤害..
担心着我会不会再哭得那么可怜..
担心着我是否会再想那么多..

但那个会担心的肯定不会是你..
因为无论我哭得多可怜,多无助..也再也得不到你的心疼..
你的心不是血,也不是肉做的..
你的心也不是温热的..
是铁..是冷冷的..
你比我来的更心狠.更冷血..

分手到现在..你为我痛过?失眠过?心疼过?哭过吗?
我相信做得那么多笨事的只有我..
疼过,通过,失眠过,哭过,癫过,奔溃过..
现在..直到麻木了..
我的情绪越来越不定..
统统的一切一切都是因为你..

一起到分开..
你的谎言渐渐的..越来越多..
有时不知道该不该相信..
但我从开始到现在..
我没有不信任你.
我对待我们的爱情..从来没有让谎言出现过..
但你..却一直一直都在欺骗我..
是你让谎言存在着..
是你让我对你失去该有的安全感..
是你让我想太多有的没得..
但到头来..你只会为你想..说我小气..
你要我为你着想..但却你忘了我的感受..

对不起..
想不到我对我们的爱还有着那么多的投诉..

我不知道你看不看得到我的部落格..
但我期望你会看到..就算没有任何的回应..
你看了,忘了也好..
至少..我对得起我们的爱..
但你却伤害了一切.