我爱你♥

原来你没有想象中的疼我..

我更不知道你对我的爱有多少..

昨晚要不是我把所有的话说出来..

我们还会不会在一起?

昨晚我说了几次的分手..

你没有出声..

我不知道这还算不算你爱我..

但是你说话的语气很伤人..

每一次的出发点..是为你好..你都不知道..

你却说我在你的朋友面前没有给你面子..

每一次吵完架,当我想清楚..冷静以后..

我都低着头,当没有一回事的和你说话..

不要把我为你做的一切都当作理所当然..好吗?

应该这么做的是你..这是当男友的责任..你知道吗?

每次说我找架吵..每次都要说是我的错..

还骂我在FB写的东西..

为什么你不想想是因为什么,我会那么伤心?

是为什么我会写?

我写上去,那是我的想法,那是我不开心的一切..

我知道要是我告诉你,你只会不出声..

只会说我找会旧账和你吵..

这就是你..

请问..

你要我怎么做?

为什么昨晚你不直接告诉我分手就好?

如果你爱我,不要再让我哭了.

当我求你..好吗?

森,我爱你..

我不要我们再吵架了..

我只希望,昨天的争吵时最后的一次..

jiмui dai sai♥

what a stupid client on today?

i knw u RICH..but RICH oso no need like that 1.

complain this complain that,implicated my babes let boss popeh popeh..

ppl are afraid of you in a hurry,just ask u nia larr!!

keep complain this and that,summore complain the none of ur business things.

***..implicated me to scold my F word tim.aikz.

OKAY...ENOUGH.xDD

babes,syok mei?scold liao~xDD

dun pek cek liao larrr..

what a short short article here.

wakaka.

teng teng arr..u C hw gud i m.

tolong u scold ppl..

make me bcum rude jor lor??

>,<

xDDDD

I will try to cold down..♥

He do love me..really..
but it's juz since when we started.


1 week ad..what he give me ? owez argue,do something make me sad n hurt me much.
hw can we be with each other with longer?
I knw that,his fren are reli important thn me.
I'm juz nth to him..
Why still wan chase me back at the time?
I cant feel that LOVE he giving.
I juz cn feel that he do LOVE his frd n family more than me..


that day his ex text him..
told him that she sick..
infront of me he juz pretend lan c with that girl.
but..the other days..he sms me when he woke up..
I waitting his msg when i working..
finally,5 O'clock..he msg me..
told me he wakeup ad.
nt too many word he text me.
juz 1-4 msg he text..after that headed to bz his things.

we hang out at 11pm.both of us are off from work.
he say need went to wai yeap's shop for cut his hair.
when I waitting,I was playing his phone.
lolz..
why I wan check that?
actually he wokeup at 2:59pm.
but he text me at 5?
what the hell?...
hw i knw that?...bcoz he text his ex..
ask wherter she sick till hw..
F**k you!!
i'm ur GF right nw arr!!
why u juz will care other NOT me??
I told u many things..but u juz like n0t respond to me.
enough mei?
Cn He tell me WHY he wan me back to him?


He never knw that..
I do love him very much..since from we are be with each other.
......


nw the sumthing i pek cek are..
the photo of his FB..
uploaded by chuwen.
I wan to knw when they take the photo.
coz that day i ask he fetch me to work,he say tired..
after that chu wen call him,ask him to fetch her to school..
but he answer chuwen [i think i bz.or wherter u try ask ask desmond lor.]
that the answer he give.
DONT TELL ME THAT HE WAS FETCHED chuwen AT THAT DAY!!!
I WILL BE CRAZY!!!

the last word in this article..

I DO HATE U..RIGHT NOW..!!

I love u,dear♥

once again.
my dear is cum back to me.(((=
will u leave me again?
will u hurt me again?
will u did the same things to me?
will u reli LOVE me?
12th of november 2009.
the famous 2012 movie premiere day.
at the same day.
the silly dear chase me back.
he so cute,he send a msg 4 me.
when i saw it,i laugh til cnt close my mouth.
and keep smile on that time.
*the sweet msg 4 me.RELI SWEET.
[[thx dear.I reli DO.]]
babes teng oso laugh at me.lolz.so sui lar she.
then my dear cum n fetch me bak hum.xDD
although be4 u hurt me so bad.but now u reli sek me like be4.
cn I juz hope that wont be end?
cn u love me more than be4?
dear,would u dun hurt me again?
hw long we will be with each other on this time?
dun leave me again.plz.
I LOVE YOU.*makz

♥

lolz.
c hw long i dint on my blogger ad arr.~
xDD
6days nerr..
almost 1 week ad.*coz i owez bz on work.xDD

ytd went to mlm wif aircas.
tat sei ye use the dog's toy[bone] hit my forehead.
DAMN pain.luckily dint [hak ching] arr.
>,<
then after tat,we bak his hse.
coz i DAMN miss bibu n gujit~.(((=
wakaka.
so happy to c them.
n gujit is fat alot.xDD
however,it is CUTE owez.*hehe

n..
i think alot things this those days.
bcoz of SA*.
he sms me..
then the question keep appear on my mind.
I CANT TAHAN ad.
i juz sms him.
i asked him [why he gonna leave me tat time?]
lolz..wat the stupid answer he reply me.
[actually I dunwana break,but tat time i reli busy.]
lolz.n wat should I do?...
sumone was abondom ppl's feeling.
juz do wat they like.
n wat they wanna do.
I reli HATE tat.
it's DAMN HATE it.
plz dun be a selffish human.

reli NEW life arr♥

lolz.
since started working thn less n less on my blogger ad.
haha.nw at office.*i'm WORKING.
Dr,and other therapist was meeting.
ah teng off today oso.no body accp me nar.
sienz sei me jor larr.>,<
HELP..

and since started work.
my life was change alot.
need to used my beoken english when working.
need to sleep early.
need to wokeup early in the morning.
OMG.

*ytd aircas was called me to chat a while wif me.
he called me at nite i think is 12sumthing.thn reli juz chat awhile thn he gonna bz his work ad.
b4 i end the call i tot him i gona get to bed.
he luf on me.He say nw so EARLY jek wor.
xDD.lolz.i noe arr.but no choice marr.2mr got work need to wakeup at 8am ler.>,<
aikz.hw cum arr?
my LIFE reli change alot..
No more clubbing 4 me liao.
summore i off day at MON jek lerr.
aikz..>,<
PITY PITY me.)))))=

DAMN IT!!!!!

wakeup early in morning,take jo toothbrush n wana started to brush my teeth.
i look at the mirror,scary myself.
coz my eyes bengkak till damn serious.
thn headed call my senior,told her i cnt go 4 work 2day.
she say okay.ask me to c doctor as well.
lolz.finally..
i skip my work 2day.
kanasai..coz my eyes bcum big n small.
walao eh..my eyes ad small liao larr.
still wan bengkak.
hw cn i meet up ppl..
>,<
DAMN IT.
ytd got frd ask me go quattro.
i told him i got work 2mr.thn rejected him.
BCOZ of my work..i cnt go 4 tat..my sat nite the 1st time i slp so early.
thn 2day my eyes still bengkak.
effect me cnt go 4 work.
wat a bad sunday!!
WASTE my beautiful SAT NITE n SUN!!!
EYEs cn i korek u ar??
grhhh!!!!