NEW life 4 ME ♥

start my work ad lurr.
SKIN CLUB-
my company's name.
i'm work as 护理师的助理.
lolz.i nt interested in beauty oso.=.=
haha.i juz interested on it salary.
wakaka.
2 day geh work not very hard,it is easy job jek^^
xDD
but..Dr. ask me to cut my finger nails.he say my finger nails [super long].
OMG.juz short nia.but he say scare will hurting client.
okay.nvm.
I CUT!!
lolz.
nw i oni knw tat [working is damn tired 1].
SHIT..>,<
walao eh...my leg damn pain nerr.
walk 4 whole day wif my high heel.
T.T HELP arrr.
2mr still gt work.but till 2pm jek^.^
okay is okay.
i GONNA started my NEW LIFE wif my JOBs
[[[[[[[=
I LOVE my JOBs♥

LOVE.♥

[u] reli nt belong to me 1.

xD

coz i nt yt get the guy's num.i ad lost..

he having GF.

he not interest on ME.

i knw i nt a cup of tea of him.

aiks.is okay.

i juz waitting the impossible things chnage to possible((=

I will be right here waitting 4 my TRUE LOVE♥

很久没上线了..

家的laptop什么时候才可以上网~~

救命~!!

上到MSN就是上不到其它东西~

救命哦~~~~~~~~>,<

前天.那个一句再见也不说的人终于msg我了..

他没说什么只是约我出去..

结果,我没出..

不是不想见他,也不是怕他..

而是..怕见面的时候会尴尬..

怕会忍不住问他很多东西..

所以才没出..

而昨天,那个他msg我..

他喝醉了..

他告诉我[原来忘记是不容易的..]

他还说要继续..

但我只回他[你醉了..]

对不起..

我不要受伤..也不要伤害任何人..

这才是我想给他的回复.

我的心里已经没有别人了.

包括我最爱的那个.

我也放下了..

我只想安安静静,平平凡凡的过..

至于拍拖...我要一个会长久的爱情..

不再是玩玩下了..

谢谢!♥

xDD

痛了♥

那感觉好久都没有了..

自从被心里爱着的他伤过以后..

每一次的分手我都会很狠心的放下.

不会眷恋..不会挽回..不会有心痛的感觉..

你..你让这感觉回头了..

心里又莫名的痛..

莫名的难受..

是因为你和以前疼爱我的她一样对我那么好而让我不舍得?

是因为..我始终没勇气去面对那么狠心的自己?

还是..我根本过不了自己的心呢?

我不知道..不知道!!..

我知道我不懂得爱人..

我知道我总是把爱我的人伤得伤痕累累..

fa*..对不起..

我们的开始不是因为爱情..

而是你对我的好..

你一直都对我很好,很好..

我不知道为什么我们变成这样..

或许和你一起没有安全感..

或许和你一起你的纵容让我变得野蛮..

或许..我们一开始就不适合对方..

我们的一开始都是错的..

原谅我的自私..

对不起..

一开始..我们的谎言已经存在了..

是我要我们之间的感情不要存有谎言..

但我却是骗着你的那个..

因为我的心一直都有另一个人存在.

他霸占我的心每一寸空隙..

但想想..我们的感情不都很fair吗?

你有你的她..我有我的他..

对吗?

一直不敢说的..

也没有勇气的说..

你现在看到了吗?

或许你没看见..

但我还是很想和你说..

对不起..

真的很对不起..

谢谢你这些日子的疼爱与包容..

谢谢..

抱歉,我痛了..

哭了..

已经开始胡言乱语了..

对不起..对不起..

♥

我不爱了..
我会学会独立..
世界上没有谁没了谁而不能活的..
你也不是我的寄托..
我可以活得更好.♥
我自己都知道了一切..
为什么还执著那么多?
那么大个字写在部落格的上方..
♥失去的不能重来♥
怎么还是提醒不了自己?
笨透了的我..
是时候醒了吧?..

累了♥

我累了..
真的累了..
我爱的人却不爱我..
但爱我的人却为我付出一切..
我不适合爱人吗?
我真的不适合当女朋友吗?
为什么我对每一段感情认真却得到的是伤痕累累..
我只想要有个真心的疼我真心爱我..而我也爱他的人..
世界上的[相爱]都不存在了吗?
我可不可以只要求一段能够由未来的爱情?
不要再把我当玩具了~
我不是你让你挥霍的玩具..
我不要再这样下去..
可不可以勇敢?可不可以不要再哭泣?
可不可以不要再害怕打雷?
每次打雷都会想起好多好多的伤心..
我不要!!!
今天再一次的..我哭了..
原本今天去poppy,可以开开心心的闹..
但却被问起感情的事..
当停下来..不再跳舞的时候..
我想起你..让我觉得无奈..无力的在朋友的肩上哭了..
你..毫无原因的离开..就连分手也没有说..
一句抱歉也都没有..
最后..一封信息,一通电话..也都没有..
无声无息的..一句再见也没有..
你就丢下我了..
我不该那么笨的..在那种地方邂逅的你..
怎么可能和我一辈子?
不该相信你的甜言蜜语.
不该那么天真..
曾经以为你的好是出自于真心..
但现在想清楚以后才明白..
全都是谎言..
你知道吗?我恨你..甚至不想再看到你!!..
我不要为你流一滴泪..
你走了就别再回头了..

♥如果我变成回忆♥

最初♥

我想找回最初的甜蜜♥..cn i?
最近是怎么了?
我的心总很不安..
离不离开?放不放手...
豪无头绪..当我决心要离开..
你的一通电话..却让我心软..
为什么我那么懦弱?..
是我的心无法放弃[他]♥..也不想伤害他吗?

Mr.Koh..
162days ad narr.
u still on my mind.i still care u lik hell.!
WTF.me..y u dun headed kill me?y u still wan let me alive!!!..
i dint ever in ur heart..4 one minute oso.
I HATE myself.

DAMN it♥

2day hang out wif them.

tirris geh skul frd.

actually me n they nt very knw each other yar.xD

no choice lar.

tirris force me go.thn juz go norr.[=

wake up at 11am moring lerr.

1sumthing we juz departure from summer's hse.

we went 1U NEWAY 4 sing K.

hmm..have 7 person..

they planning celebrate tirris b'day.[is compensation 4 her.]

bla bla bla..everything.n sing awhile song.

ngek ngek..

the surprise 4 Ms.Tirris was cuming.

the CAKE was send by waitress.

tat sui por sure very hapi norr.xD

after tat,WE keep snap snap.

thn..deng deng deng..

sumthing was happening.GELI CASE.

when..jennifer be the photographer to take pic 4 us.

...[damn COLD.my goosebumps was appear nw.]

when she taking the camera.she nt yt press the click.

tat camera was automatic..is AUTOMATIC snap jor.

still gt flash tim arr.

wah~~~~~.nt juz 1 time.

i 2nd time.!!..

SCARY us.=.=

luckily the pic dint appear 1 more ppl there.=.=

we sing K till 6 sumthing thn headed go DREAM WORLD 4 snap 大头贴.

thn me n teng sure wont get lose thn chance 4 us to renew our picha narr.

xDD.still gt using phone geh picha.xDD.

leng mou lerr?xDD

n me sure wont dun snap snap narr.

xDD.

c hw zilian i m.xDD

lalaala..

hang out the whole day..damn tired.

11pm juz reached hum.

OMG..WHOLE DAY arr!!

thinking wan sleep ad.
no mood 4 think others.hey,I reli hate u nw. GET OFF from ME.

WORK HARD IN UR WORK nar!!

no need think about what problem we r facing!

heng!!

sorry all.

damn lazy updated blog.

n..moody nw.n going bed nw.

nitez♥

happy birthday to HIM♥

Mr.J..happy birthday ner.
i dint 4gt ur birthday.
13 of oct..
2day is ur big day.
i fully hope u happy birthday.
-生日快乐-

n i hope u happiness too.
给你幸福的路牌..希望你通往幸福的路..
记得..我只要你永远幸福,快乐..
我不再眷念你了..我已经学着放弃..
你会为我加油吗?
衷心的祝福你..生日快乐+幸福..♥
给我心里的他..我真的没勇气信息你..
因为我害怕得到的回复是[who are u?]..
请原谅我没有信息你.
我还记得你生日的.♥

my weekend♥

SATURDAY

wake up early morning 4 taking undang exam at sat.

[actully i dint slp at the last nite,xDD]

8sumthing tat aunt cum n fetch me n tirris

the exam started at 9am sharp.

hmm..ding ding ding...after 29min.

i finish my exam.

scare 4 waitting the result.

n..after click it i nt dare to c.

headed do to counter thr..take tat paper result.

finally...i PASS..is gam gam hou ar..

42/50.lolz.xDD.so lucky.xDD

after tat..we went to Mutiara having breakfast.

finish jor headed bak tirris's hse.

we 2 damn tired at tat day.

slp till 7pm juz woke up.

thn take bath at her hse.i wering her shit n pants.

lolz.c.we wear the same pant but diffrent colour.

xDD.

n sunday tirris have her graduation competition at PWTC beauty fair.

she ask me overnite at her hse,

lik tat juz cn remind her bring her thing n help her take all her stuff.

thn sure i call my driver.AIRCAS lurr.xD

he 9 sumthing went to tirris's hse fetch me bak my hum.

4 taking my clothes.

after tat we went to Bel Pasto to having dinner.

hmmm...yummy.

Pizza Quatro n Fettucine Salmone Pasta.

finish eating.aircas fetch us bak tirris's hse.

thn we painting our nail.

RED colour.LOVE it.♥^^

after tat,play a while FB.

till 12 sumthing we going to bed.

tirris so fast fall in slp ad.

me still sms wif frds.until 1 sumthing i juz fall in slp.

.....

SUNDAY.

we woke up at 7 am.

need to prepare everything.

bath,makeup..keep all the things.

8am sharp went out from hse.

going 4 breakfast wif tirris's mami sin.(((=

take sum picha in the car.

all the best 4 her.((=

after finish breakfast,we headed went to PWTC.

we reach thr by 9 sumthing.

1st i need to register.tirris need to line up.

[Ebbie Saw.]

...done every thing.

10 sumthing we all went to 3rd floor n go in the fair.

all the prticipants need help their model to dress up.

wait till 12 sumthing they juz started makeup.

c hw pro she r.

(((=

[when her competition in progress,i keep pray 4 her in my heart.keep gah yaw 4 her.

n hoping my luck cn transfer 2 her.]

they juz have 1 hr to make their model up.

after finish it.

4pm juz will start th cat walk show.

when she cn take rest,the 1st thing she askin her BF to wattching her graduation.

hw SWEET they are.^.^

....

but finally she dint in a top 15.

need to tell her.

u ad try ur best.

dun b sad.in our heart u r the best nar.

n finally..u graduation ad marr.

next time u improve ur skills thn enuf.

BE HAPPY,n WORKHARD.((((=

[i'm owez ur supporter when u need.coz we are hou jimui.]

after bak hum.

i take alot pic yarr.

xDD.

zilian again n again.xDD

....

am i suit to straight hair?

thinkin wana straighten my hair ner.xDD

i ad republic my blog.

Mr.J dunoe u still will view it or nt.

xD.i think u nt intrest on my blog too.

n ytd at PWTC when we went 4 taking terence car,we walk n pass by the road.

i heard dou tat train sound.it was so familiar.

coz the 1st time i went to ur hse,n accp nap awhile.

tat sound was disturbing me.coz it very noisy.

and IT make me missing u again.(((=

day pass day by day.

u ad leave me 158days..

i still missing u.♥

ya lorr.2mr ur 20 years old birthday.

FULL Hoping u happiness.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,Mr.J...

mai undang-ing.♥

lolz.long time dint [mai book] ad.

nw started mai undang book.xD

coz this sat wan go 4 take undang exam liao lur.

read awhile thn feel bored.

playin snap snap.xD

my nephew was join me`xDD

c..hw cute he are.((=

haha.xD.

ya..Mr.Koh.i LOVE you.((=

lazy update blog ner.>,<♥

o3-1o-2oo9

bbQ nitez at my hse^^.

hmm.lazy update blog about tat day.

hmm...it was a funny n happy day wif my dearest jimui(((=

o4-1o-2oo9

hang out wif jimui day.
we went to pavilion wif xiiao family gang.

but without xiiao yu n xiiao xing.

ishh..we owez cant [reunion]

is wendee,bei,teng

is berry,wen dee N teng.

teng N bei~(((=

is us.4 of us~xDD

damn lazy to update blog nw.

hmm..ya,nw damn sweet wif dear.

hope this feeling happiness wont ends.

dear,noe u sek me.but u cnt without her.

i wont force u to break wif her.

anywhr...i feel happy when u care about me.♥

♥Mr.J..

u b'day coming soon lurr.

hmm..13 of oct.

i knw u this sat wif celebrate ur b'day at blue junction.

hmm..

hope u reli happy~

i dreaming u at ytd nitez.

in my dream,u was married wif kerry.

aikz..wat cn do..

i juz need u happy.thn 4 me enuf.

I MISS YOU..

bei♥

crazy day..♥

ytd daddy n mami dint at hum.

jie jie went poppy again.

leave me alone at hum.hmm..=.=

luckily my dear jimui call me at nite.

she ask me go her hse overnite ner.xD

sure i go.

thn..when i get in to her boy's car.

thn was argued.

lolz.i keep kacau they 2.no one wan choi me.

abit paiseh.=.=

thn reached jor babes hum.

her boy dunwan get off.thn jau suen nor.
hmm..

babes arrived jor hum sin knw her phone leave on her boy's car.

thn she called him.he dunwan pick.thn i sure help her norr.

no choice mar.she is my dearest ner..

thn her boy pick my call.

after that..bla bla bla..they 2 argue by sms.thn..nt till few minutes.thn 2 hou fan jorr.

till...3 am we 2 get to bed.

but bor slp..we 2 keep chit chat.lolz.macam long time tak chat jor gam.

but actually we 2 owez cn meet,everytime we meet we oso chat damn many things.

xDD.

chit chat till 4 am i think..we juz fall in slp.

early morning...11 sumthing..others babes jiajia.

called me ad.she say wan cum n find us.

juz few minutes she reached teng's hse.

thn i FB-ing they 2 non-stop to snap.

juz post i pic [babes teng is stop snap jorr.left babes jia alone snap.xDD]

thn my dear called me ask me wanna eat breakfast or nt.

yuen ben we plan ad wan go m find ah nee.

coz we miss TOMYAM alot.xDD

but my dear say wan cum kepong find me.

lolz.no choice lorr.

cancel go m.we go kepong babylon cafe.

[babes teng geh boy at thr too.xDD]

nt juz easy to me jek.xDD

dun say me [berat warna ringan kawan]narr.xDD

12sumthing we be thr....few minutes dear reached too.

after having our brunch dear fetch me went mutiara take sum stuff.[4 2mr bbq nitez.]

thn headed bak my hum.

haha..dear [tan pok] awhile at my hum.dear tolong me paint the wounds of yellow lotion.=.=

make my leg UGLY again.=.=

thn keng kai awhile..

he damn notty.grow strawberry 4 me .ishhh...

TOO BAD har...=.=

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sudd..i miss u badly Mr.KOH.

haha.2day nt bad narr.

finally let me saw dou u online tim worr.

this called [yaw yuen]mou? xDD

i think too much~~..xDD

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tat day play candle.

sudd think dou dunoe my LOVE will melting fast lik candle mou lerr.xD
thn..nite mou liu lay on my bed..saw dou self geh picha n jimui geh.

sudd xiong snap it jau snap jorr.xD

leng lerr?..sorry yar.i too mou liu jorr.xD

wed-cry coz my dear.hmm..HE is my secret darling.xD

we cant see dou light 1.

sumtime feel damn wronged.but no choice lar..

i must endure.coz this is the way i choose by myself.ritez?

althought tat is jalan mati.i oso need to endure.(((=

dear,if u reli love me plz dun try to hurt me again n again.

hey dear jimui.

we gonna have BBQ 2mr nitez.

waitting it cuming.lolz.

DAMN EXCITED me.

siao~xDD